Autumn is probably the most beautiful time of year. I was out for a walk with my dogs and I see that many trees are starting to take on their beautiful autumn colour. I see orange everywhere. It’s… just… amazingly beautiful. I’m in heaven. and the best part of it is that for an hour or so I was able to stop thinking about james. how incredible is that? I was so excited by the scenario and leafs and flowers… that…. there was not even a hair of james in my mind. not even one.